no BIGGIE at all

when someone that i love doing something that can make me feel jealous. for an example taking pictures with girls while holding their hands. i just think that i've made it too. but that's before. not recently after i committed to this relationship. it's okay if that is only the formalities within the committee members. after that, i'm trying to be professional and think that i am in a relationship with a famous and very important person. i'm also have to mind my words before i say or write something. this is because, i'm carrying his name everywhere i go and whatever i do. i also have to be as calm as i could if some girls admiring him. because i trust him and i love him. and he loves me too. so, nothing to worry. a woman with a very important man have to face this situation. i realized it and i have to be strong. an iron lady maybe. if i can face all this sort of things, it's not impossible that one day i could be a wife of a prime minister. first lady of the country. no biggie at all.

-a letter by a wife of a very important person.

happiness

it melt my heart away
seeing you trying real hard to make me smile
although i was suppose to make you happy
but at least you bring the shine
to this gloomy face
and when i smile
you smile even bigger
and when you smile big
i smile even bigger
and that is happiness

*really miss this moment. hope i can be the person in this poem again.